Life not Pi

 He was Lost in his thoughts..
"Being smart is not easy.. society see genius as eccentric? But are they actually..? or do we perceive the world different and ascribe values to things that seem trivial..In truth there is genius in everyone..  we consider someone as genius that can regurgitate pi to the 15th decimal which is 3.141592653589793 yet fail to see the genius of a single mom hustling in order to leave pie on the table.. or a poor guy on street working 2 jobs just to make ends meet.. we all have the same brain yet our reality sets our perceptions..we are programmed to see the world labeled segregated separated.. are we not the same.. are we like parts of a machine working churning to keep the wheel turning..are we in the rat race. Then he asked himself..
where is she? He thought.
missing the banter n trolling that he loved..
Was he lost.. too engrossed in the big picture n not see the finer details..
where is she?
*He checks fb*.. nothing!!!
where is that girl?
memories flashed back to 7 years in the past where he thought she was beautiful and over time he saw she was kind,sweet, fun, witty and she was indeed fascinating
yet just like the whirlwind she was gone.. without a trace..
Like a sprinter.. did his luck run out
was she gone??
Months go by and nothing.. gone without a trace..
his curious mind running rampant wondering where on earth she could be
and he realized that losing her is worse than the fear of losing
and he could not afford not to try.. regardless of all the heartache he's been through
like rain in a desert she reappears he's rapture with a sense of joy..
yet he was afraid she might disappear again.. so he played it cool 
for he could not afford to have his heart broken again.. 
Caring is not easy.. society see's caring as weakness to be exploited he knew this from experience yet he saw the world different for when the world saw black he saw the light in its negative space.
the more they spoke the more he realized his fear was irrational and how amazing she is..
for they were so much alike..
she was goofy and funny..she was smart and beautiful.. she was understanding and caring everything he ever hoped for..
he asked what she had been through she was direct,honest and unapologetic, she was perfect!!
shes everything he ever hoped for..
While she explained every detail of the horrible things she endured.. she thought "he'd run for the hills like any other person" yet he did not.. 

she was a flower that grows through mud n thorns and blossomed.. she was beauty to the core.. and he thought "im gonna show her what real love is" for here was a girl she was everything he ever could dream of.. 
he could not fathom how amazingly sweet and caring she is despite everything she went through and fell more madly in love with her..  she was strong willed and open minded... she could joke one second and be serious the next.. he fell more and more in love with her on each passing day.. inexplicably unequivocally unconditionally..for she was a diamond burnt by fire and molded by life into the most beautiful soul in the universe.. and he will love her forever and she deserves it. He was her's and she was his they were meant to be..
till death.. and beyond..to infinity..

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