Paradigms of my Mind

She said,"Be a better you than the you of yesterday"  and then she died..  A lesser her, than the her of yesterday.. so he carved her heart and gave his child, for the child had a heart with a hole.. He imagined her kidney, liver, heart like gold played a grander role.. She betters lives a new, he thought A lesser death, to a greater still. Yet the undertaker felt no better For there she lay.. in a pool of blood.. heart in his hand.. There she lay.. murdered.. his lover..  killed by his own hand!! He was a lesser man than, the man of yesteryear, a lesser man he was, a killer in the mist.. So he sold his heart for a son,  his killing was not yet done. my love, she was gold, he said I sold my soul and now she's dead. Through her death his life begotten she naught shall be forgotten.    All this blood and gore Would pay his son in gold and more Tears ran down, as he thought of his boy given years of life.. oh tear of joy His d...

it's not in words that lie deep meaning but of deeds that flow through feeling in search of happiness where to start think not of your mind but follow thy heart less the latter is naught hollow great shall be your sorrow to think your life's not fleeting my friend you must be dreaming if in search of gratitude you are on do all that you can but expect non for humans are fickle now ain't that a pickle for words of blemish are just as hollow so chew it up but do not swallow there is no hocuspocus when you need true focus if you have success in your mind here's what you must find balance of rage and serenity if you can't for you i pity what a man's worth you may seek it is not for me to speak for words are in vain yet no ones to blame naught in words is it measured but in deeds so be assured

I am so perplexed at the idea of how we human strive to be unique yet still shun people who do not conform to the norms set by society or laws set by society or governments. we call our selves intelligent yet what we call exams are merely repeating exactly what we read in a book and nothing more than being like parrots. so are we in fact intelligent. also then why do we stick to groups such as different cast's different creeds and we have animosity towards each other but isn't this all man made and why do we forget that we are all human. we fight wars over different sects set fourth by us and i cannot comprehend to what accord. so if we are non the wiser, wiser than parrots that is we should not think of our selves but the greater good because if we improve the infrastructure or the foundation rather set grounds to improve whole of humanity rather than enrich a few. why is this greed to amass wealth when we know tha...

some think that the best in life  is to that they can get is a live in a big house four walls and a roof may make a house but not a home some think that the best in life is a home the home is no good if it got no family but a family is not a family unless u have children  some think that the best in life is their children children may be great but what if they are bad eggs some men think the best they can get is a good food food maybe good but what good is it if its not healthy health is good but if your alone what good is health some men think solitude is good for it helps you think what good is solitude if you got no one to share your thoughts with people are good but what good are they if they are not friends some thin best in life is goof friends but what good are friends if you cannot meet meat is good but veggie is better but if we all are veggie what of the plants Okay my point is, In anything and everything you can find pro's and ...

Another year is coming to an end and they say i'm growing older but i feel the same and i'm non the more wise nor am i mature and i still feel the same. As i look back at my life I've been put through trials and tribulations I've had good times and bad lost a few good friends along the way and gained some amazing new ones. reconnected with old friends and make a ton of mistakes and a hint of advise never type a mail or message you don't intend to send  immediately i did that mistake on the 1st of October but i don't regret it for this moment gave me the initial inspiration to write the poem thats posted up on "poetry in motion" :) some say don't look back in life and regret about the mistakes you've made or that u dwell in the past and you will not be happy but i say nay you have to look back and realize the mistakes you've made and learn form it u have to look back and cherish the good memories you have and hold on to them tight. so...

LABELS AND STEREOTYPES??? Sociologically speaking, people feel like they are alone so they become a part of a group!! A of a group is something that can give someone a sense of community. Most part of them are a religious groupor race, but require smaller groups so they can engage in more personal social interaction. and some think it's socially healthy to stick to them on the contrary,  most people  "assign" other people what stereotypical person they think they are and measure people based on that stereotypes attributes that society has bestowed upon these stereotypes or as i would like to call it typecasts. Some people would say that I'm a loner, others would say that I'm a goth, i'm a nerd etc other people would think I'm emo. The popular people made up this stereotyping so that they can kind of "raise" their popularity. It makes them confident that they're cool,  when they're only doing pointless things that make them SEEM ...